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nyeeeett, ngeselin banget ya sistem transportasi jabodetabek ini. hopeless total gw..

dulu waktu bikin skripsi, dari rumah gw ke kampus bisa ada 2 cara:

1. naik ojek sampe raya pasar minggu, sambung naek angkot / bis apapun ke pasar minggu, sambung naek angkot / bis apapun ke margondes. dari pintu rumah sampe gapura kober : 30 - 45 menit, cost : 8000 one way

2. jalan kaki <100 m, dan naik bis bianglala, e.t.a : 1 - 1.5 jam, soalnya bis ini cuma dateng 1 jam sekali (paling cepet), cost : 5000.

tapi gw prefer pake cara ke 2, meskipun lama, gw bisa sampe kampus tanpa resiko bau prengus asep, paling keringetan dikit, di dalem juga gw bisa tidur agak lama.

sekarang saat ngantor di kuningan, pilihannya juga 2

1. jalan <100 m, naek kopaja 20, e.t.a 1-1.5 jam, lo taulah gimana bentuknya jalanan mampang kalo jam 7-9 pagi ke arah kuningan. kecepatan 0-5 km per abad.

2. jalan <100 m, naek transjakarta , e.t.a 1 - 1.5 jam juga. karena jumlah orang yang ngantri lebih banyak daripada pasir di pantai…

cuma tetep cara ke 2 lebih enak, selain ber ac tentunya setiap pagi ada aja mbak2 kantoran dengan dandanan urban yang lagi lucu2nya. you get the picture lah. hehe

list di atas buat gw yang kemana2 deket, coba bayangin yang rumahnya di bekasi ato bogor dan harus sampe di sudirman jam 8 pagi.. dongkolnya pasti seperti boker silet cuma ga ampe bedarah.

gw ga abis pikir, berapa banyak energi yang terbuang setiap hari untuk kita sampe di tempat tujuan, ribuanliter bensin, waktu di pagi hari yang harusnya bisa dihabisin sama keluarga, dll yang efeknya negatifnya beneran langsung kena ke masyarakat. heran gw, tapi kenapa demonstrasi mahasiswa (yang bakar2an dan narik urat leher sampe maksimal itu) selalu tema2 makro seperti korupsi, kesejahteraan rakyat, ganyang malaysia, dll. tapi ga ada satupun yang bilang : bangun transportasi rakyat yang memadai! batasi penggunaan kendaraan pribadi, ato engga yang ekstrem sekalian : berantas kebrutalan para supir angkot dan kopaja!… omigode, duit 6,7 trilyun yang dipake bank century ga ada apa2nya dibanding transportation cost yang 20 juta rakyat jabodetabek habisin dalam sebulan!!! dan kita tenang2 saja!!!!!!

meskipun udah lewat seminggu, senengnya masih berasa sampe sekarang. ulang tahun, sebiasa /se ga dirayain kaya apapun tetep menyenangkan buat gw.

ini pertamakalinya sejak 7 tahun terakhir gw ada di rumah pas hari h, seneng bgt dapet ucapan pertama dari keluarga gw, dan of course si pacar.

ini ulangtahun pertama dimana status gw bukan pelajar lagi, dan alhamdulilah udah punya penghasilan sedikit2.

ulang tahun kali ini juga kayanya jadi ultah dengan ucapan selamat terbanyak. thx to facebook tentunya. it is really surprising and so much bikin terharu. thx you all!

dan last but not least, ulang tahun dengan hadiah paling unik: 1 email. yes 1 email aja tapi lumayan powerfull, alhamdullilah gw lolos juga ujian sertifikasi CISA itu.

banyak bgt rencana di umur baru ini, semoga kebahagiaan dan hadiah2 ini bisa jd penyemangat gw buat mencapai semua rencana itu, amin.

Agak lamban ya gw merespon kondisi global, haha

Punya waktu cukup lama dirumah, browsing2 youtube nyariin videonya michael jackson. Legend bgt ni orang, cara dia ngedance emang keren bgt, diliatnya juga ga ngebosenin meskipun gayanya signatural sekali. lagu2nya juga asik.

waktu gw smp ada pertanyaan dari guru bahasa inggris gw, siapa penyanyi favorit gw, gw sigap tegap jawabnya michael jackson, tapi gw sebenernya ga tau2 bgt lagu dia selain black&white sama smooth criminal kala itu haha. kebayang kan betapa femes ni orang, susah memisahkan antara musik dan michael jackson.

kalo kata seorang temen, musik itu dibagi 2 period : sebelum dan sesudah Michael Jackson, lebay..

although it is not exactly what i dreamed of, good thing is a good thing.

i got the news from my coach yesterday evening. he shook my hand and congratulate me. i haven’t seen the news officially, but i guess he made the official statement. the result is out. he prelude the news with something disappointing, i didn’t get the “comment” as i wanted. but he cheered me, he said everyone in top is agree that it is only the time that against me. however, he said i have made it, the “creeping”. Alhamdullilah

so friends, clap your hand and say yeeeeeaaaaahhhh.

let’s go rockin the new financial year! as a better person, as a more experienced associate

being honest is the easiest thing to do.

but being consistent, is completely different thing.

i started this year like many other years before, writing a resolution page, honest words of objectives in considerably short term. I, in many occassions, try to improve myself in many ways, by reading books, maintained the bookkeeping of my expense, and engaged more often with my family. these are the things where i’m being not consistent.

lot of people find that life’s too silent without a spouse, me too. i felt that the existence of a girlfriend would make my life even merrier. i like movies, now i don’t have to worry that i don’t have a person to accompany me. i like good food, good conversation, and good scenery. again, i’ll always have my girlfriend to share the joy. the previous reasons why i need a girlfriend may sound too shallow and egoistic, it’s true, but i’m being honest. through time the relationship getting deeper, because in the end the boyfriend-girlfriend is expected to be called mr&mrs. in my girlfriend case, the end is near. this is when the inconsistency gets in the way, my end is far from near, it is not even approaching.

for my job, i heard lot students looking forward for the employment in the company i am now enslaved. sometimes i’m flattered when people react to the answer of where i work. honestly speaking, i want to continuously feel good about my work and the reward i get. however, my job demands me to be proactive, to be aware of risks and controls, and eager to change. once again consistency is a major issue to solve.

a good friend of mine once said that this inconsistency reflect the unstable state of soul, my friend simply said i am labile -in english dictionary, it is perceived as a good word, however it has adverse connotation in bahasa- i was shocked at that moment, i think i was a solid person, i know what i want and i know what i need to do about that. but looking at the paragraphs i wrote above, she made one hell of a point. i feel like i’m doing things that aren’t feel right, but i still do it, often i stop a bit, whining about my failure and try to fix up next morning and start whining again. i’m freakin need a soul refresher.

it’s already June, i only got 6 months to strike out rows in my resolution page, it is now zero.

it’s already June, in 2 months I will be 23, she’s too, i’m still not sure how our relationship going to be.

it’s already June, i’m expecting a promotion and a certificate, will it be? yes it will.